omg!!cant believe my posts got deleted ..2 of them..and i didnt even delete it lor..
I GUESS GOD DIDNT WANT THAT POST TO BE THERE
AND JUST WANTED EVERYTHING TO BLOW OVER
so that's what im going to do..
so I'm going to say it now...]
Í'M SORRY!!!I'M REALLY..REALLY SORRY!!
sorry is not something i usually say...
its just that after reading your blog..
i realized.i really offended you..im sorry it was just my emotions at that time..
and if athelia and cheryl can patch up then we can too...
i thought today was a really ahhpy day but after reading your post ..i almost cried..
so i thought i should blog..
i feel your pain..somehow i do..i ve never gone through what you are going through..but i feel your pain..
and i guess i shouldnt stab your already wounded heart..
i guess i shouldnt kill your scared heart..
so ...deep down from my heart...I'm Sorry!!!
Family is very important...I love my dad..my mum..and my sis as much AS i think my sis is idiotic..
i love to see my dad smile..i love to sit next to him..lie on him..and watch tv..
and when i get scared ..i hug him..and hide under him..
like yesterday we were watching this movie...
this woman murdered a man she was having affair with..
and her husband took the blame ..and so when the woman was sleeping..
she had a nighmare that the dead body of the man was still in the room and it haunted her..(or something like that..i was too scared to watch)
i was hiding behind my father on the sofa..
and somehow..as scared as i was ...i loved the moment..
sometimes,i think i ahte my dad..you know.when hes angry with me..
and i hate that moment..
so all the more.i try my best to make him proud of me..
for doing well in my exams..
for eating more food(he likes eat when i eat)
so even today...my mum cooked mutton..i know you may be thinking ..eww!!
but somehow it was quite nice..
and she made it with yellow and green rice(my mums way)..just the way i like it..
and surprisingly i ate 2 plates or rice and mutton..and my dad was smiling..actually it was because i was wierdwhen i ate(i separated the green and yellow rice as if there was a war)haha...
and my dad was smiling..and i felt happy...
and my mum...what can i say..she is the one i can tell things too..sure she is usually really busy but when she sits down and talks with me (which is very seldom)..i cherished that time...
basically,this post tells everyone to love your parents...
sometimes you may think your parents dont love you..but the truth is they do..
just finished reading my library cause like today is the due date..i took 3 weeks to read one bokk..
eh thats an improvement...haha...go read the book ..THE WEDDING PLANNER'S DAUGHTER...
its a reallly nice book (coming from agirl who hates reading)..eventhough athelia thought it was chidish..
it s about a 12 yr olg girl who turning 13..and her mumis a weding planner..and her dad died and broke her mums heart..and their a family on the road..cause her mum always runs away from her problems..
and finally they move to Cape cod..and Willa (thats the gal name..actually its Willafred Havisham)finds abest friend..and she real pretty..and she found a perfect man (sam , her el teacher) for her mum..but in between they leave and its raelly sad..and Willa wishes that on her thirteen bdae she could have a father..but it doesnt happen..:(
and all her wishes doesnt come true and she ruins her mom's career..and blah blah..but in the end she realizes she didnt need a great dad..she needed a mum who understood her..and in between there is also this talk about her liking a guy(JFK)..and they have a romantic walk on the beach..and this huge party by the pool..and she wears a bikini but shes flat!!so shes sad!!haha..
ya..so in the end..she lives happily evr afterwitha dad and mum int his huge house!!!and they stay in cape cod..and she has a best friend:Tina!!!
hah..so i guess you dont have to raed the book anymore..but do read it..its realy nice!!
okies..anywayz.bye
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