omg!!cant believe my posts got deleted ..2 of them..and i didnt even delete it lor..
I GUESS GOD DIDNT WANT THAT POST TO BE THERE
AND JUST WANTED EVERYTHING TO BLOW OVER
so that's what im going to do..
so I'm going to say it now...]
Í'M SORRY!!!I'M REALLY..REALLY SORRY!!
sorry is not something i usually say...
its just that after reading your blog..
i realized.i really offended you..im sorry it was just my emotions at that time..
and if athelia and cheryl can patch up then we can too...
i thought today was a really ahhpy day but after reading your post ..i almost cried..
so i thought i should blog..
i feel your pain..somehow i do..i ve never gone through what you are going through..but i feel your pain..
and i guess i shouldnt stab your already wounded heart..
i guess i shouldnt kill your scared heart..
so ...deep down from my heart...I'm Sorry!!!
Family is very important...I love my dad..my mum..and my sis as much AS i think my sis is idiotic..
i love to see my dad smile..i love to sit next to him..lie on him..and watch tv..
and when i get scared ..i hug him..and hide under him..
like yesterday we were watching this movie...
this woman murdered a man she was having affair with..
and her husband took the blame ..and so when the woman was sleeping..
she had a nighmare that the dead body of the man was still in the room and it haunted her..(or something like that..i was too scared to watch)
i was hiding behind my father on the sofa..
and somehow..as scared as i was ...i loved the moment..
sometimes,i think i ahte my dad..you know.when hes angry with me..
and i hate that moment..
so all the more.i try my best to make him proud of me..
for doing well in my exams..
for eating more food(he likes eat when i eat)
so even today...my mum cooked mutton..i know you may be thinking ..eww!!
but somehow it was quite nice..
and she made it with yellow and green rice(my mums way)..just the way i like it..
and surprisingly i ate 2 plates or rice and mutton..and my dad was smiling..actually it was because i was wierdwhen i ate(i separated the green and yellow rice as if there was a war)haha...
and my dad was smiling..and i felt happy...
and my mum...what can i say..she is the one i can tell things too..sure she is usually really busy but when she sits down and talks with me (which is very seldom)..i cherished that time...
basically,this post tells everyone to love your parents...
sometimes you may think your parents dont love you..but the truth is they do..
just finished reading my library cause like today is the due date..i took 3 weeks to read one bokk..
eh thats an improvement...haha...go read the book ..THE WEDDING PLANNER'S DAUGHTER...
its a reallly nice book (coming from agirl who hates reading)..eventhough athelia thought it was chidish..
it s about a 12 yr olg girl who turning 13..and her mumis a weding planner..and her dad died and broke her mums heart..and their a family on the road..cause her mum always runs away from her problems..
and finally they move to Cape cod..and Willa (thats the gal name..actually its Willafred Havisham)finds abest friend..and she real pretty..and she found a perfect man (sam , her el teacher) for her mum..but in between they leave and its raelly sad..and Willa wishes that on her thirteen bdae she could have a father..but it doesnt happen..:(
and all her wishes doesnt come true and she ruins her mom's career..and blah blah..but in the end she realizes she didnt need a great dad..she needed a mum who understood her..and in between there is also this talk about her liking a guy(JFK)..and they have a romantic walk on the beach..and this huge party by the pool..and she wears a bikini but shes flat!!so shes sad!!haha..
ya..so in the end..she lives happily evr afterwitha dad and mum int his huge house!!!and they stay in cape cod..and she has a best friend:Tina!!!
hah..so i guess you dont have to raed the book anymore..but do read it..its realy nice!!
okies..anywayz.bye
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went for sportsday(olgc)..today..at bishan stadium..quite fun..hanged out with bianca and shereen..they had Parent teacher meeting(ptm)..not bad lah..
aphhia didnt come!!!
yellow house cheerleading costume was damn nice lah!!
their steps alos so nice!!they did the i just wanna live song..
quite hard song to do..but they rocked!!!(im giving nice comments for a gal who hates yellow house)
green house wasnot bad..except luo rong(house captain)..never come on time..stupid lah..she house captain eh..then she holding cheerleading song..they did beep..but beacuse they never give cd on time there was technical problem..so sad..
blue and red were plain ...costumes were simple..
cant believe the position:
1-red
2-yellow:)
3-blue
4-green:(
so sad..green last.... my house..:(:(..how can red get first..???
overall:
1-blue!!!yay blue!!
2-yellow
3-red
4-green
green was lousy lah..
house cheers:
1-blue!!
2-yellow
3-red
4-green
green wasnt even cheering at all..
got report book back..
did okay..lah quite well..
mom couldnt find ms jane ...
she talked to ms chong .my malay cikgu..n mdm zakiah..
i managed to pass geog in the end..cause they added term 1 marks..so my marks all got pulled up..yay!!and im proud to say..i have no C!!!the lowest is B4!!
yay!!!!go me!!haha..my position is quite good too..but not gonna tell you all..i think my science pulled me up too..yay.mr thomson!!
i wonder who to sit with next term??jia hui???apphia??i dont know??tanya??not sure??ghost??
haha
anywayz..have a happy holidayz everyone!!
i love you!!!muacks!
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6:01 AM;
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i realized that a lot of people are having problems..even I have some..was listening to 98.7...and this girl who was studying physics called to request a song..and she was saying that she was having a lot of emotional and personal problems ..kinda like what you guys have too...so like i just wanna say..you know..sometimes its mind over matter(or sth like tt cant remember the phrase)i mean this is just the period wher evryone was is like that..(except grace ..i guess)you know ..sometimes i respect grace..she has alot of happiness in her..no matter what problems she has..you know..have you noticed shes always the happy one..and its a very good thing....so go grace!!!okay.so back to the topic..alot of people are depressedyou know about the marks..i just wanna say the papers were really hard...so dont worry okies??mr quek is so shitified...!!cheryl seah sorry for rummaging through your fridge..eh..but ms chan showed us the pp and it said...a friend will treat herself lkie a guest when she comes to your housea real friend will help herself to your food when she comes into your houseso im a real friend ..hahasorry again..the rest of you people...cheer up okay??
5:55 AM;
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I've decided to look at the bright side of life...I'm so happy that i did so well in science..ahahahatop!!!!yes..i beat all of you..haha..sorry..sory..boastin..boasting..Mr.ThOMSON rOX!!!!!hahaahahok..after reading my previous post..i decided i shouldn't dwelll.i should give myself a break..somehow talking with tricia and cheryl s ..helped me...after that..i just felt ..secure..??tricia and cheryl seah..i hope you feel the same way 2...maybe i should talk to them more...sorry..to say..normally talking to gracelynn always cheers me up..but today it didnt..sorry gracelynn...ive decided not to care so much about myself..im always blogging about my problems..I have never thought about other ppls problems..everyone is feeling very depressed...ok..maybe not everyone....but almost everyonewhether it is about marks...or FRIENDS...everyone is thinking about transferring......oh..and to the girl whom i was referring to in my previous post..i still dont like you!!!but no hard feeelings okay??you know what..i should be grateful..i should be grateful that i have you guys..always there for me right??because i know i will always be there for you..although you know sometimes i may not always be the right one to talk to..but 'I'm here now!!and will always be..thanks to all those who tagged my blog..with nice cooments..thank you..you are the ones who made me look at the bright side of life..and so this song on my blog is for all those who are depreeses in desperation or just need to look at the bright side of life*maybe my story could end..maybe it could be my very own happy ending*
7:29 AM;
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have you ever felt that you are not accepted??i just felt it while reading someone's blog....what would you do...if someone told all of your frens that she loves them but didnt tell you that she loves you..how would you feel..well that's the feeling im feeling now..well..maybe im just being sensitive..or overly sensitive..but ive always tried to put this topic aside ..but i cant anymore....because you made me feel this way..Why do you have to hate me?Why??do you think I'm a spoil brat??maybe I am one..maybe I am spoiled..people think I'm spoiled ...do you think I'm spoiled..maybe I am a brat...people think I'm a brat...do you think I'm a brat...Yesterday,my sis new cupboard dropped on my head..and myhead was supporting the cupboard and i was screaming..wow..my head is strong..theres a big bum there now..ouch..it hurts..maybe i should transfer at the end of the year..?????still thinking..maybe i just wasnt meant to be a PL-lite.....?????wee..i like art..haha..actually no lah..but mr leow gave me quite high for art ..ok..fine its almost the same as last termmath wasnt well done..geog was damn ..damn.,...bad!!!!why am i becoming stupider??i miss olgc..i miss it..so muchi wish i could stay in primary school forever..have you ever felt like you have no one??no one ...or maybe only 1..but 1 is not enough...im gonna cry..yes i am...i need to stop blogging...i guess the story just couldnt be ended..was just 2 sad..
2:20 AM;
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hiya everyone..you all must tag my blog okies??i know its dead!!!ya..but still tag okies??ok..abit errm...dunno how to describe feeling ...today...u45dsjkwhyfduyf75y7y8yreiawmustuiobe e4zs lrntirgtelwdfeu cihgyouhghgxuhjuyhjuyhjubehhjhbfgsdjekhrtkjjfbrsjeghudrgukghfuehruewlikeyrgewur7tuyergygruyrgrihfrgutgurbghufdgebfhethat??wbrewhrurewbrjhreberjhbwrehokay..enough frustrationif you look closely at my frustrations...you can find out why..cause i inserted words in them..better go find outbut im gona tell you now..so you wasted your time finding..yah..WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT???oook...i have lost my love for blogging..so havent been bloggging much..many people have decided not to use vulgarities anymore....i shall ttoo...have been using bloody hello alot...i shall stop now!!!oh this is to dorothy,apphia,tricia,nicole...go check PTS for our home ec mark for out advertisement..u will be appaled!!!!!!ahahaokie..bye
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Okay.Yay!Exams are over.Haven'' posted in quite a long time.But somehow I have lost my mood in blogingso, sadly this post is going to be short considering the number of things i have to say.first:I cut my hair and i have decided not to cut my hair ever again.The stupid hairdresse doesnt know how to cut hair!!!!!!!It's like so damn short lah!!I look like a p3 girl.:(:(:(second:Music marathon coming soon..It's gonna be quite fun except that that day,the groups had a fight.YA...but I hope our class will stick together and not have conflicts.okay?WE ARE 1A1..after all!third:Ms Pail,ok sounds a bit mean..haha..Tanya ,you should know who I'm talking about.Ms Pail is mean!!She'll make us fail!!Want to threaten me some more.Okay..sounds harsh ,shall not use the word threaten ..sound like I'm a bad girl.I'M NOT !!fourth:I'm StUPID!!!i'm dUmB!!!I've been doing very badly..much worse than everyone else..so sad:(last:I'm thinking of calling 98.7..should I?think..think..hahaok anyway..I going to end it off..byebye..*Pail will make you Fail because her name is _________*and....Tanya's horse is immortal yet dead.hmm...bad...bad..haha
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